Montana Brown has candidly discussed the ‘horrible racist abuse’ that awaited her online when she left the Love Island villa in 2017, admitting she ‘struggled to eat from the stress and pressure’ of her newfound fame.
Speaking in a new interview, the media personality, 26, called the experience an ‘eye-opener’ and ‘learning curve’.
She told The Sun: ‘The online hate doesn’t make you feel nice. I would get the stereotypical N-word and they’d say that I am disgusting and didn’t deserve to be on the show.’
Candid: Montana Brown, 26, has candidly discussed the ‘horrible racist abuse’ that awaited her online when she left the Love Island villa in 2017
After leaving the villa and attempting to pursue a successful career as an influencer – Montana’s main revenue stream – the bombshell was on social media ’24/7′ which she described as being ‘a bad place for me’ and even lead to paranoia.
She explained: ‘I was on Instagram 24/7, to make sure people were speaking to me and sending me messages saying I looked good.
‘I was desperate for work to continue and for me to keep busy. But people are really mean. I had poor self-esteem when I was getting really badly skinny-shamed.’
She added: ‘I was definitely underweight as a result of my mental health. You’re only human and I was constantly trying to please my followers.’
Opening up: Speaking in a new interview, the media personality called the experience an ‘eye-opener’ and ‘learning curve’ (pictured: Montana during 2017’s Love Island)
Montana also told the outlet that she ‘loved’ Monday’s Instagram blackout, saying ‘it felt great’ to be able to put her phone down.
Montana used the interview to call for online accountability, noting that although social media users can report abusive comments, many escape accountability by using anonymous and fake accounts.
Elsewhere in the interview, Montana – who is in a relationship with 28-year-old business executive Mark O’Connor – revealed she wants kids by the time she turns 30.
It comes after Montana reflected on her weight battles and lamented her anxiety and mental struggles causing extreme weight loss.
Changes: Montana reflected on her weight battles and lamented her anxiety and mental struggles causing extreme weight loss
In a duo of images for ‘Transformation Tuesday’, the Love Island star showed the remarkable difference in her body in a current image and in a bikini-clad throwback picture in which she showed her incredibly thin frame.
In a lengthy caption alongside the images, she detailed how losing her appetite when struggling with her mental health led to her unhealthy changes yet she avoided addressing her woes by ‘hiding in baggy jumpers’.
Montana wrote: ‘Trigger warning: transformation Tuesday time… I was looking back at old pictures of myself and I cannot believe my weight…
‘My anxiety was so bad and I did not know how to handle it, it was always in my stomach so I completely lost my appetite when I was struggling mentally. It makes me so sad to look back at pictures as I didn’t quite realise how bad it was…
Hidden: In a lengthy caption alongside the images, she detailed how losing her appetite when struggling with her mental health led to her unhealthy changes yet she avoided addressing her woes by ‘hiding in baggy jumpers’
‘I knew I wasn’t eating and I knew I wasn’t coping but I would put a baggy jumper on so I didn’t have to see it. I didn’t feel attractive or good about my body but my mind was in a bad spot…
‘I now reflect on these times and feel gratitude that I’ve moved forward mentally and physically. I am feeling blessed for going through it as it has made me more self aware and it made me spend time on the self work which we all could do more of…
‘I’m happy and feeling blessed with where I am at with my relationship with myself and I wanted to share that with you all if you’re feeling a similar way…
‘You don’t like the way your body looks for whatever reason, then show yourself some love and prioritise the relationship with yourself as it’s most important’.
Changes: Earlier this year, Montana again spoke out about her body struggles including her dramatic weight loss when she was a teen. She shared two images taken months apart and spoke of her dangerous weight loss methods
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