TOWIE’s Georgia Kousoulou admits seeking therapy after quitting Sink Or Swim

TOWIE star Georgia Kousoulou has revealed her crippling anxiety forced her to quit Sink Or Swim.

Taking to Instagram, the reality star, 28, shared a lengthy post with fans explaining her reasons behind pulling out the show, after viewers saw the emotional scenes on Tuesday night.

Georgia broke down in tears after she entered the water for the first time for the challenge, which sees stars swim the English Channel in aid of Stand Up To Cancer.

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Candid: TOWIE star Georgia Kousoulou has revealed her crippling anxiety forced her to quit Sink Or Swim

In her post, Georgia bravely showed fans the effects of her recent anxiety while training for the swim, as she went makeup free for a series of selfies.

The reality star explained that years of mental health struggles came to the surface as she spent weeks training for the show, and looking back she doesn’t regret pulling out.

Georgia also explained that after regular sessions with a councillor she’s in a much better place, and credited her family and boyfriend Tommy Mallett for being such a pillar of support. 

Sad: Taking to Instagram, the reality star, 28, shared a lengthy post with fans explaining her reasons behind pulling out the show, after viewers saw the emotional scenes on Tuesday night

Sad: Taking to Instagram, the reality star, 28, shared a lengthy post with fans explaining her reasons behind pulling out the show, after viewers saw the emotional scenes on Tuesday night

Sad: Taking to Instagram, the reality star, 28, shared a lengthy post with fans explaining her reasons behind pulling out the show, after viewers saw the emotional scenes on Tuesday night

Candid: Georgia bravely posted a series of selfies as she showed the effect the anxiety had on her skin

Candid: Georgia bravely posted a series of selfies as she showed the effect the anxiety had on her skin

Open: The star candidly told fans that she struggled with her mental health during training

Open: The star candidly told fans that she struggled with her mental health during training

Candid: Georgia bravely posted a series of selfies as she showed the effect the anxiety had on her skin, along with a detailed post about her struggles with mental health during training

Speaking out: The star also admitted that she's sought therapy after taking part in the show, and during training would 'cry and comfort eat everyday'

Speaking out: The star also admitted that she's sought therapy after taking part in the show, and during training would 'cry and comfort eat everyday'

Speaking out: The star also admitted that she’s sought therapy after taking part in the show, and during training would ‘cry and comfort eat everyday’

Truthful: She spoke about her decision to quit the show after viewers saw the scenes on Tuesday night

Truthful: She spoke about her decision to quit the show after viewers saw the scenes on Tuesday night

Truthful: She spoke about her decision to quit the show after viewers saw the scenes on Tuesday night

Georgia wrote: ‘Prob the most honest post I have ever done & prob the worst pics Iv ever posted… I don’t even know how to open up fully as I have got so good at hiding my emotions but I’ll try…

‘Being a part of sink or swim has honestly taught me so much & im so thankful for the opportunity, I want to thank my team & the production team @twofourgroup & @channel4 who were AMAZING 

‘I feel like I’ve been on a little journey… it just all got a bit to much.. this was my first time in 5 years I realised I needed some Down time!

‘The pressure of this massive challenge brought up so many emotions & so much anxiety that I hid and never dealt with over the last few years .. I don’t know why but it did.’

Hard: She also wrote: ''Honestly looking back now, I don’t even know who I was... I was in denial thinking I was OK when I wasn’t!'

Hard: She also wrote: ''Honestly looking back now, I don’t even know who I was... I was in denial thinking I was OK when I wasn’t!'

Hard: She also wrote: ”Honestly looking back now, I don’t even know who I was… I was in denial thinking I was OK when I wasn’t!’

Reflective: But Georgia concluded that she is not in a much better place

Reflective: But Georgia concluded that she is not in a much better place

On the up: She also thanked her family and boyfriend Tommy Mallett for their support

On the up: She also thanked her family and boyfriend Tommy Mallett for their support

Reflective: But Georgia concluded that she is not in a much better place, and thanked her family and boyfriend Tommy Mallett for their support

She continued: ‘I was determined to not give up and trained for 5/6 weeks as I really didn’t want to let anyone down… my team , the production & the fact it’s for @su2c.

‘Every day I would find myself crying, comfort eating & I just didn’t want to leave the house… all I wanted to do was stay at home with monkey. I kept trying to be positive and happy but I literally couldn’t  

‘Honestly looking back now, I don’t even know who I was… I was in denial thinking I was OK when I wasn’t! Sometimes you have to be honest with yourself & sometimes you have to put yourself first even if it’s scary!.. now I am so glad I did as I’m in such a clearer mind space… my thinking is so different & I’m now speaking to my beautiful Counciller weekly!

‘My advice to anyone is… you can fake a smile for only so long but BE HONEST with yourself & please talk about your feelings .. don’t bottle them up & wait until you burst!

‘It’s OK to admit your not OK. We are all human and all go through things in life. Thank you to my @tommy_mallet & My family for being there. I’m so grateful.’

Lovely: Georgia also shared a sweet snap from an evening with some of her Sink Or Swim team-mates (L-R Sair Khan, Diane Louise Jordan, trainer Keri-anne Payne and Rachel Adedeji)

Lovely: Georgia also shared a sweet snap from an evening with some of her Sink Or Swim team-mates (L-R Sair Khan, Diane Louise Jordan, trainer Keri-anne Payne and Rachel Adedeji)

Lovely: Georgia also shared a sweet snap from an evening with some of her Sink Or Swim team-mates (L-R Sair Khan, Diane Louise Jordan, trainer Keri-anne Payne and Rachel Adedeji)

Georgia also shared a sweet snap with some of the stars she had trained with for the show, as viewers saw them face their first milestone of swimming 500 metres in open water.

The star broke down in tears in the opening show as she faced her fears of water for the first time.

Georgia struggled to contain her emotions as she tried to place her nose underwater, and after swimming a few feet emerged from the water in tears.

Speaking after the ordeal she said: ‘I’m someone that battles with anxiety – I haven’t had a panic attack I don’t even know when the last one was, because i learned a really good breathing technique. 

‘Now all of a sudden I’m getting told to change my breathing. I hate it I’m scared to go underwater and breathe.’

Painful: It came as viewers saw Georgia break down in tears as she faced her fear of water for the first day of training

Painful: It came as viewers saw Georgia break down in tears as she faced her fear of water for the first day of training

Painful: It came as viewers saw Georgia break down in tears as she faced her fear of water for the first day of training

Distraught: She struggled to contain her emotions as she tried to place her nose underwater, and after swimming a few feet emerged from the water in tears

Distraught: She struggled to contain her emotions as she tried to place her nose underwater, and after swimming a few feet emerged from the water in tears

Distraught: She struggled to contain her emotions as she tried to place her nose underwater, and after swimming a few feet emerged from the water in tears

As she was comforted by Sair Khan, Georgia added: ‘It was really overwhelming and i came out of there and just started crying. I’m so sick of being s**t one at everything I do.’

Despite struggling with the first hurdle, Georgia underwent weeks of training to get her swimming up to scratch, and openly spoke about her fears during a chat with her mum Mary.

She said: ‘I’m definitely not a natural at swimming or breathing underwater it ain’t a natural thing, when I swim I get a tightness in my chest. 

‘The only reason I’m doing this is because it’s such an amazing cause, every time I’m moaning, I think I’m lucky to have my health.’

Hard: Despite struggling with the first hurdle, Georgia underwent weeks of training to get her swimming up to scratch

Hard: Despite struggling with the first hurdle, Georgia underwent weeks of training to get her swimming up to scratch

Hard: Despite struggling with the first hurdle, Georgia underwent weeks of training to get her swimming up to scratch

Upset: The star also spoke openly spoke about her fears during a chat with her mum Mary, before breaking down in tears once again

Upset: The star also spoke openly spoke about her fears during a chat with her mum Mary, before breaking down in tears once again

Upset: The star also spoke openly spoke about her fears during a chat with her mum Mary, before breaking down in tears once again

Speaking out: As it became clear that Georgia's swimming wasn't at the right level, she eventually agreed to pull out of the show following a chat with the training team

Speaking out: As it became clear that Georgia's swimming wasn't at the right level, she eventually agreed to pull out of the show following a chat with the training team

Speaking out: As it became clear that Georgia’s swimming wasn’t at the right level, she eventually agreed to pull out of the show following a chat with the training team

But still it was clear Georgia was struggling with the task at hand, and once again broke down in tears before being consoled by her mum

As it became clear that Georgia’s swimming wasn’t at the right level, she eventually agreed to pull out of the show following a chat with the training team.

The star has supported by all the other celebrities who pulled her in for a group hug and it remains to be seen whether any of the other stars will follow suit.

I'm done! The star has supported by all the other celebrities who pulled her in for a group hug and it remains to be seen whether any of the other stars will follow suit

I'm done! The star has supported by all the other celebrities who pulled her in for a group hug and it remains to be seen whether any of the other stars will follow suit

I’m done! The star has supported by all the other celebrities who pulled her in for a group hug and it remains to be seen whether any of the other stars will follow suit

It comes as James Argent, Wes Nelson and Simon Webbe lead a slew of stars taking on the epic task of swimming the English Channel.

For several stars it’s proven to be ultimate test, as they struggle to overcome their fears of swimming and water.

Viewers will have to wait and see whether the other ten stars will complete the three months of training, and brace the open Channel for the charity relay race. 

Sink Or Swim for Stand Up To Cancer continues on Tuesday at 9:15pm on Channel 4.

Back soon: Sink Or Swim for Stand Up To Cancer continues on Tuesday at 9:15pm on Channel 4

Back soon: Sink Or Swim for Stand Up To Cancer continues on Tuesday at 9:15pm on Channel 4

Back soon: Sink Or Swim for Stand Up To Cancer continues on Tuesday at 9:15pm on Channel 4

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